Emotional Lately

Lately I have been getting so emotional as I look at Nate through out the day. We will be sitting at the table eating and I just look at him in disbelief at how much he's grown. I wish I had decided to quit my job sooner because I feel like I have missed so much with Nate already. He is so big now that I can see he needs more independence and time with other kids. I hope that with our next child (whenever that may be) I can be home with them from the beginning. I also pray that God brings some mommy friends into my life. Life can be pretty lonely these days. I just want to be able to live a simple life. I don't need much in my life but my family, a few quality friends and roof over my head.